Aigoo

I had to delete my previous entry bc it was just way to pointless...
Another great weekend has come and gone way to quickly! CM came to visit for his birthday weekend. Looking back im not sure if he really did have fun. Come to think of it, it seems as though all we did was run errands and go back and forth to park his car up at Montrose...what a pain in the butt! I think its so stupid that cars cant park overnight in front my Apt building...
it makes it impossible for friends with cars to stay over night...
on a happy note, i made CM miyuk guk for his birthday lunch. To be honest it was my first time and i was sooo nervous. In the end, i think i did a pretty good job. He didnt complain...and kept telling me its pretty good...but i dunno he could just be lying...if so then i just love him more ^^
we ended up going to Cho sun ok and Jan choong dong to eat both days. Its so funny how i always end up going to korean resturants when hes here. Both resturants were pretty good. Although compared to New York and Virginia...Chicago's korean resturants pretty much suck...
Lately ive been realizing how much weight i gain in the past year...
this is something i have been battling with since i started college....
Im def one of those people who goes up and down constantly when it comes to size and weight...
The truth is, i love food. I mean, not just like i love to eat but...i love to enjoy good food. I love going to resturants...i love cooking and baking... i love enjoying sweets... ah i dunno
Ive been thinking about going back to the gym...
haha, yeah after i moved to chicago i just stopped working out...
not that i was ever really a big work out person before...
i would like to lose 10 pounds...nothing more really
personally i wouldnt want to be really skinny and stick like...
im all about having curves and meat...
when women who wear size 8's complain about how fat they are....i just wanna smack em...
i think 6 and 8 are perfect sizes...
a women should look like she eats...
bc when people eat well, that usually means they live well...
i dunno, im not tryin to hate on reaaally skinny people...i understand some women struggle gaining weight and would die to gain 10 pounds...
but it just annoys the crap out of me when i meet women who obviously have no fat on their body complain about how they need to lose weight...
it makes me wonder why they would need to lose weight...what is their goal? to just disappear?
i dunno...
in the end, what makes a person attractive is their confidence in themselves...
but that...that is another subject i will one day rant about...