Another week

Man, i seriously think weekends are getting shorter and shorter...
I cant believe its already Monday again...
CM is back in NC for another week....
sigh,
I had so much fun this weekend..im really sad its over...
I Love these short lovely visits because I can be totally comfortable and stupid haha.
sometimes i feel like this whole weekend was a dream...
now i have to wake up and go back to the daily grind....
dang it!
ah who am i kidding...
the weekend was great because i didn't have to focus on the really shitty things going on right now...
sometimes i feel like im just kidding myself with all of this crap....
All this anger is making me regress back to what i use to be...
i've lost sight of what i want because of all the anger that now lives inside me...
everyday i feel like im living on my tip toes making sure i don't say or do the wrong thing so i dont hurt your feelings....
stop sucking me in with your lies and deciet
no more miss nice girl....
I am nobody's mother