goodbye winter...kinda

I spent the pass few days playing tour guide for my extremeley korean cousin the past few days...
i must say...after two days i have come to realized how much more American i am then Korean...
its pretty sad actually...
but at the same time...im starting to embrace this...
i am no longer ashamed of my American side...
I am learning to accept and love this part of myself...
now i need to do the same for my korean side haha
The weather has been pretty weird lately..
one days its beautiful in the 70's...then 80's humid sticky one day..then after 1 hour of rain the temperature drops 30 degrees and you gotta whip out your winter coat again...
sigh...
i was getting all exctied because i thought winter was coming back...
truth is im not ready for summer...
especially since ive gain about 20 pounds...no joke...
i dunno what it was about this year...
all the crazy things goin on....i guess i just kept treating my stress with food...
i survived off of pho...thai and pasta....
ahh...
my skin is probably the worst ever in my 22 years of living..
i have never had acne this bad in my life...
Im starting to understand how stressful it is to deal with acne...
I dont know what it is...
maybe the combination of stress and my unhealthy diet...
i also think i scratched my eyeball...
i think its infected...ahhhh
i reaaaally need to see a doctor asap...
im debating whether or not i should go to the emergency...
im not in pain...but....hmmm i dunno it seems kind of serious...
i guess i just dont want to wait it out because my eyes are my money makers...
i dunno
ah im to sleepy to finish writing....