sad attempts

so i attempted to rearrange my clothes for my sister since she comes back tuesday...
wow
epic fail...
how did i acquire so much clothes?
man its sad because i can fit into any of them...
if i only loose like 5-10 pounds i dont ever have to shop again...
so...for the next month i will only be eating grapefruits...
ive never been this determined in my life...
ive realized last night after looking at all my clothes that its just cheaper to diet haha...
1. I'll be saving money because i wont be buying food
2. Ill be saving money because i can just fit into all my old clothes that i wear only like...once therefore wont need to shop...

i need a job..
they're opening a Zara on Michigan Ave...
i think this means Changmin will come visit me more HAHHA
j/k <3
im thinking about applying there...
im kind of intimidated though because everyone who works on michigan ave looks like a model and take retail so freakin seriously...
deep down im just a small country girl who worked at hudson belk once...ahh...
we'll see...we'll see