waiting

so im waiting for my two friends to get off work/class so i can go get 1/2 sushi with them...
this is the first and only meal for today...
Man..eversince school started again ive been deprived food..
there is just no time to eat..
so my stomach is always hurting
and then when i do have time to eat its usually the only meal i get...so afterwards everything just gets stuck and i look pregnant haha
i keep trying to ignore it by chewing gum and drinking water..
i need to figure out a system so i can eat regularly...
im starting to get headaches and i feel really weak all the time...
like right now..therse a box of pencils at the library that look really delicious right now

o yeah, kanye west was always a douchebag...
its funny how everyone is complaining about what happened at the VMA's...
everyone is saying "**** you Kanye!"
um...really? Did it take the VMA's to realize this?
I laughed real hard at Katie Perry's response to what happened...
"F**k you kanye. Its like you stepped on a Kitten!"
puhahahahaha

o man..its only tuesday and it already feels like friday...
seriously the only thing that keeps me going is October 10th ^^
im really excited... its marks 7 years of dating Chang min...wow
i made a joke the other day and told him that we have to get married next year on our anniversary because its 10/10/20010...
he responded..."no lets get married on our 10th year..then we can celebrate a decade"
HAHHAH...now i laugh
but at that time i rolled my eyes hahaha
um...i hope people dont read this and think its actually going to happen soon....
i always tell people to stop waiting...it will happen it the next 20 years i promise puhahah
I miss the Chang Man....
its been over a month since ive seen him and it sucks arse...
oh man i must be hungry...im freakin talking about marriage
ew

oh i forgot..
Many may have heard that Urban Outfitters "saved" poloroid.....
i wouldnt call it necessarily SAVED....
i mean yes its great that poloroids are no longer instinct...
but it sucks arse because they're going to jack up the prices and sell them for ridiculous prices...
seriously..
i dont understand why ANYONE would buy a Holga or any of the cameras they have in that store..
its such a rip off...
people might as well throw their money in the trash can...
i dunno..i have a love hate relationship with Urban outfitters...
the clothes are beautiful...but the prices are just straight up ugly...i feel so wronged when i look at the tags haha...myhands shake...and i fall into a spasm

o man...this girl behind me is driving me crazy with her keyboard...shes typing so hard the desk is shaking...
another pet peeve...people who jam their keyboards...

o man...look at this..im so hungry im getting too mean