JUST JANE

for all the people who keep asking me if i dyed my hair....

yes...i died it black....again...
yes i know it didnt work...again its really light brown
yes its my natural hair color
no...i am full korean
haha

I dye my hair about 3 times a year to get my hair to stay black...
never works...instead my hair just gets even browner then it naturally is...
i get so jealous when i see Asians with deep black hair...
so jealous...
that's why when my friends come back and dye their hair orange and all sorts of colors i go crazy...
i guess we always want what we don't have right?
:)

I'm scared to go to sleep...because I'm scared of what this week holds hahaa....
i already know this weekend will be crazy...
i keep looking at my ICAL over and over...
for some reason i do this...i stare at my 10 planners and just keep thinking...if i just keep staring...maybe something will disappear haha...

ive been checking all the prices for airline tickets during the month of december...
wow....tickets are pretty ridiculously expensive this year
man If NC wasnt so far....i would just suffer and ride a long arse train home...
now i really feel obligated to stay for a longer time...
usually after two weeks i get so restless...i always end up changing my flight and going back early...
see...for my parents....the empty nest syndrome never really applied to them...
i think they get more stressed when us kids come home then when we leave haha.
hmmm....i dunno
for some reason..ive been thinking about lake Johnson alot....
maybe i should go and try shooting there...