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Chang Min has left yet again
this time North Carolina
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til february (crosses fingers) if the weather allows....
Im actually thinking about taking another trip to DC after my sister leaves...
im not 100 percent sure yet if ill go..I kind of want to go with friends this time...i've never gone to DC for a non family related gather after i moved away...
but besides that i really have no definite plans for the next 12 days...
i will probably try my best to sleep off the time HHAHA
The longer i stay here the more i miss Chicago...
I just get lost in the boredom here way to easily...
I go hours on my computer you tubing...its pretty sad
You tube actually makes me buy more crap then going to the mall hahaha.
I watch way to many tutorials and reviews which make me want to make insane purchases..
for example yesterday I bought the Revlon Color stay foundation...a foundation i use to wear LOOOOOOONG time ago when no one knew about it.
something about the North Carolina weather is making my skin more uneven so i keep resorting to more and more coverage on my face...i hate it.
Living in chicago i got use to just layering on the moisturizer and stepping out without much skin makeup and i guess i just got really use to it.
Yesterday i put on some foundation and i felt like my skin couldn't breathe.
sigh..for all you men who are reading this...you have no idea how good you have it...
wearing foundation is a curse...once you start you can never go back...
it messes up your skin coloration and you start to rely more and more on it.
for some reason after you wear foundation for a long time....all the un evenness and imperfections seem to be even more visible when you dont wear foundation...
its a really annoying cycle...
you search and search for the perfect shade...then the perfect brand because if your like me..your sensitive to everything and you break out like crazy..
i dunno...Maybe i just need to go back to chicago haha
its really weird....even though its a million times dryer and colder...my skin is a million times better there...
maybe its the water...

o yeah..
happy new year everyone...