Friendship

I think this has to be probably the best winter breaks i have in a really long time...
probably one of the most memorable...
I have definitely learned A LOT about friendship...
sometimes the best people are just right in front of you and all it takes is an open heart and mind...
I have been extremely humbled and i cant stop thanking God for sending this people in my life.
It is the through the people we meet that God seems to show himself the most for me.
Now i finally understand why fellowship and community is so important...
friendship is necessary for growth and understanding oneself.
Before this break i took friendship for granted...
my wall was so thick..so high...
I put myself so high above people without even knowing it.
I blamed other people and made assumptions about people based on my own insecurities...
but now i know...that i was so wrong to think that way...
friendships are the best gifts in life...we have to cherish and work hard to keep them...
Sometimes we focus too much on being understood by others and not enough on actually trying to understand other people...
we complain to much about not getting enough credit...when we don't even give other people credit themselves...
we should all live with attitude of having a open mind..open heart and open arms....
we strive to call God our friend...how could we do so if we cant even be friends to the people around us?
I cant believe for so long.... i thought it was others people responsibility to break down my walls... when I was the only one who could...the job of our friends is to be there after we break down the wall and be there and help keep that wall from being built again...through trust and love.
If anything, the only thing that stood in the way experiencing true friendship was myself...

thanks guys...

man...i have no idea what im saying...i need to learn English properly...
my past English teachers would have a fit if they read my entries hahaha
thus why i am an artist PUHAHAH